It’s not simple. This universe, physical shadow universe, has its own laws, and it’s not simple. (Yes.) Not simple to understand, not simple to escape. That’s why God has to keep sending Hiers Sons, Hiers Daughters again, again, and again. (Yes, Master.) Different ways, different areas, different times. Still, humans are still there, and many still keep recycling their lives and never get out.
All these years since I left home, I never watched TV, sometimes, yes. Sometimes. Occasionally, a video, (Yes, Master.) and then since Supreme Master TV, I watch also a little bit of other TV just sometimes for reference. Otherwise, I would never see that film, Merlin, by the way. (Right, Master. Yes.) Many films were made about Merlin but that one is the best. (Oh, yes.) Best-looking actors, actresses as well. (Yes, Master.) And beautiful scenery, and very natural, not pretentious, not too overdone. (Yes, Master.) It was very good. I like it. I watched it even sometimes later on when I had more time. But no more now, I can’t afford it.
People say I’m very rich. I’m not that rich. I’m rich enough, but I can’t afford many things. (Yes.) I can’t afford movies. I can’t afford a big house. I can’t afford to drive a car, and I can’t afford to walk anywhere. I’m like a volunteer prisoner. (Yes, Master.) In a way, I like it, also. I could do this my whole life. I don’t care.
It’s just that sometimes you feel restricted. If you want something, you have to rely on other people to buy it, and they don’t always buy the thing that you want. They think you need that, not this. Not what you want. Not bananas. You need apples for sure. So, they bring apples, for example, like that. Or they bring different things, that are not the thing that you exactly want. Or if you want to buy clothes, it’s not your size, maybe too big, too small. (Right, Master.) Squeezy or folding many times so you can walk.
I’m not complaining. I’m also saying that I’m used to it. I’m a very independent, free spirit. I hate to rely on other people, but if in retreat, that’s why I try to be as simple as possible. (Yes.) Cook one time, eat many days. (Yes, Master. Right, Master.) Something like that. Just cook one pot of rice, and then warm it up every day together with the one pot, one casserole, they call it, right? (Yes.) Many things together. (Yes.) Oh yeah, that’s simple. As simple as possible.
If I didn’t have Supreme Master TV, then I don’t need anything. I don’t even need this little bungalow, or kitchen outside or anything. I’ll just be like in the Himalayas. Only one shallow plate cooks everything – cooks water, tea, cooks chapattis on it. (Yes, Master.) And a cucumber and some peanut butter – or not. Some soya sauce or salt, depends on whether you can buy it or not. And I was happy. I still remember that. I still like that very much. Not that I don’t like people. Not that I hate humans or anything. I love people. Over there, we shared that little building, four rooms. I had neighbors, next door. (Yes, Master.) And surrounding, below the hill there are neighbors. I told you. (Yes, Master.)
There was even a chiropractor. Remember? He offered me free kneading. But he was very good, very gentle. Not like some of the Chinese; when I was sick, they offered also. I cried so much. My cells were crying. They said, “We have done nothing wrong, why do you punish us like this.” The cells were crying. (Oh.) And one of your sisters also tried, because people, they think that the doctor did it for me so he must be a good doctor. Anything for Master must be top. (Yes.) So, she also wanted to try. She cried like mad. And she told the doctor, “I’d rather go to hell.” (Oh, God.) True. It’s a true story. It’s the doctor who told me himself. The chiropractor doctor, he’s also a Chinese doctor. She said, “I’d rather go to hell.” “(Wǒ nìngyuàn xià dìyù).” That’s what she said; meaning, “I’d rather go to hell.” So painful that she screamed out like that. (Oh, gosh.)
And I tried the other one, the same thing! So, from then on if anybody says he is a Chinese chiropractor, I go to another corner. I go be busy somewhere else in case he convinces me to let him try again, on my fragile little body.
Normally I don’t let people touch me. (Yes, Master.) I cannot bear it, but at that time I was so sick, so sick. Almost dying. (Oh.) I could not even walk. (Oh, God.) Could not get up from bed. (Oh, gosh.) When you get from bed, you get half your body up. (Yes, Master.) I could not without screaming. (Oh, wow, Master.) Oh, that was excruciating. It took them three months to figure out what was wrong with me. (Oh.)
Finally, almost last minute, then the doctor told me, you have to operate immediately, otherwise you will become paralyzed. (Wow.) No booking necessary – immediately. No waiting. Other patients canceled for me. (Oh, wow.) And the whole hospital’s doctors came and asked if I’m OK. Just looked at me, afterward, after the operation. So kind, so kind. That was in Italy.
Never mind. We don’t talk about these things. I don’t know why I talked to you about that. The Himalayas and the chiropractor, and then because, because.
Any more doubt, any more questions? Anything you want to share with me?
(I think that’s all Master. Thank You, Master so much.) (No, Master. That’s it, thank You so much for all Your explanations and all Your sympathy for the world. It’s really helping. And Your message – let’s hope everybody hears and applies Your wisdom.)
I hope so too. But you see what I’m saying, people are people. Humans are humans. They can hear, but they don’t understand. That is the thing. It’s just like if you are just in kindergarten, or primary school. You cannot understand the professor talking about Einstein’s theory. (That’s true.) You can’t blame the children. They don’t understand. (Yes, Master.) The same with humans. That’s why sometimes I’m angry with them. But mostly I feel very, very sorry for them. Because I know what awaits them in hell – most of them, many of them. Especially those warmongers and animal-people slaughterers or livestock raising owners. (Yes.) They will be heavily punished. And long, long term. (Wow.)
It’s not simple. This universe, physical shadow universe, has its own laws, and it’s not simple. (Yes.) Not simple to understand, not simple to escape. That’s why God has to keep sending Hiers Sons, Hiers Daughters again, again, and again. (Yes, Master.) Different ways, different areas, different times. Still, humans are still there, and many still keep recycling their lives and never get out. (Yes, Master.) Even go to hell and come back and forget everything already.
If they remember hell, oh dear, they would just kneel all day, repentant. Would not dare do anything more than even moving their feet. Worrying about killing the insect-people. (Yes, Master.) And eating very, very frugally, using everything frugally – the minimum possible only. (Yes, Master.) Forsake the world even. Never marry, never have children, and even if they’re married and have children already, they just forsake and go, if they can remember hell. Or Heaven.
Most people don’t remember anything up to the age of three, four, five, maximum. Some a little bit further, eight years old or something. But as you grow up, and as people even stuff animal-people meat and blood in your mouth, you will remember nothing. (Yes, Master.) If you remember Heaven or hell, you would never dare to speak even. Would not want to.
One of the Zen masters said, “Oh now I know, it would have been better if I had been deaf, blind, and dumb, in the beginning.” Like that, you make less mistakes. (Yes, Master.) Less karma. And also, you can concentrate more inside. (Oh, true.) Nothing distracts you. Then, you will be quicker in going Heavenward and in the enlightening process. (Yes.) That’s why you see many blind children, they tell stories like fairytales. But the parents shut them up, say, “Ah, you don’t talk nonsense!” Just scolding them, and telling them they made up stories, calling them a liar, and then later they don’t dare anymore. So many blind children and blind people, they told stories like that. And I tell all the parents, “Please don’t shut your children up. They told the truth.” (Right.) Yeah. It’s like that.
Because, if you don’t have some of these outer faculties, your inside faculty is more sharpened, more accurate. And you see more the reality of life. And you don’t have ears, but you can hear other things. (Yes.) Or you can hear the music of Heaven. It’s not distracting you, all the noise of the world. (Yes, Master.) Mostly it’s just nonsense, useless and also even harmful to you, listening to all that and being influenced by them. (Yes, Master.) If you’re blind, deaf and dumb, he said that’s the best, to begin with. I agree, totally, totally. I understand what he says.
OK, my love, if that is all, I need to go now, to rest. No, not rest, really, because I didn’t do my homework yet. (Oh.) I did some, I did some, but not yet. You know, the shows? (Yes, Master.) The show must go on, no matter what.
Before talking to you I was very, very tired. I thought I must meditate. I did meditate for a little bit, but afterward, I’m still tired. I thought, “I’m not sure if I can make it.” I just wanted to lay down and rest. Or sit down and meditate with the back of the chair. (Yes.) But then I thought, “No, if I don’t do it now, I will not do it. Tomorrow, or the next day, I might not have this, like the will to want to do.” Because I don’t really like to talk about all this war and terrible things. (Right.) It tires me out too. It takes out my energy. (Yes, Master.)
Especially when I’m already very tired, working many days and nights, didn’t sleep, because sometimes too overwhelming. A lot of shows and then a lot of mistakes and then a lot of corrections, and back and forth, back and forth. And all the business stuff and all the resident monks’ and nuns’ stuff.
You don’t know, because I have to call. (Yes, Master.) Maybe they report sometimes in the documents, but I call them to take care. (Yes, Master.) Sometimes cannot just write. And even writing, it takes me time, even just to say, “Thank you,” and “Love God”, sometimes I make mistakes, because I can’t see very far, because I have to sit far to avoid the radiation. (Yes, Master. Yes, right.) But then to sit far, then I don’t see very well sometimes. (Yes. Right.) Because sometimes I don’t have enough space to write on the show. (Yes, Master.) Like the whole show’s space is already full. (Yes, Master.) You have only a little space on top. (Yes.) And you cannot write big. And I can’t see well sometimes. I have to jump back and forth, back and forth. But still, when I jump forth it’s OK, and jump back, make mistakes again.
So, I was thinking, I love to write to encourage you and thank you, make sure you know I appreciate, but sometimes it really makes me feel very, very tired, because I make mistakes often. Even just a small thing. If I have space, then I can write bigger. (Yes, Master.) Then I can see it quicker, then I don’t make that many mistakes. Oh, maybe one or two, like, wrong letters, or maybe one letter less. (Yes.) With or without “R” at the end, something like that. Or, I write too fast, and I did not see that one letter is missing. (Right.) Otherwise, I make mistakes, I have to change again and again, and sometimes the machine doesn’t listen to you, right? I just push this button and it goes to the other, whatever appears just from nowhere. And I don’t know how to deal with it. (Oh, yes.) Sometimes it doesn’t let you take it away. (Right.)
So if you receive some document and see something weird, understand your Master is too good, She doesn’t know how to erase it. Like it says, “Post it” or something. I didn’t push the button to post, it came out. And then I realized, and then I can delete the text, but I could not delete that icon. (Oh.) So, like yesterday, for example, if one of you took it, you would see the two “post” on both sides of my writing. (Oh.) It’s nothing special, it’s just I couldn’t erase it. It just goes smack on my writing, and then I have to delete everything again and write it again. Oh, at that time I thought, “OK.”
So, next time, if you see me not thank you, not thank God or anything. Please understand, I had too much work already. (We understand.) And very tired already. I mean, for all of you. OK? (Yes, Master.)
